#infertility

I decided recently to focus on my relationship with myself and God as I feel he has been instructing me to do. It has been a busy couple of weeks and I have not been doing well keeping up on my reading. Balancing a full-time career and mom life is a lot of work. I…

Bare with me, this will be a long one. If you aren't a woman, this one isn’t for you. Men struggle with infertility as well; but the things I will be talking about..you’ll need a uterus. And if you are just curious, then go ahead and read. •this mentions PCOS(polycystic ovaries) and endometriosis...

PCOS is my worse nightmare. I do not wish this on anyone. Today is the day I found out I wasn't pregnant. I bawled my eyes out trying my best to hide it from my daughter. I keep asking myself how much more can I continue to do this? Month after month, test after test,…

I know I mentioned now previous post that I have had 2 miscarriages now and appear to be unable to have children, and the theme of children has been weighing so heavily on my mind. On the 2nd miscarriage, I didn’t find out until I was in the doctor’s office at my 10 week ultrasound.…

I struggle to find the purpose of my life. At first, I thought it was to lead a good life and leave my mark on the world. I was told as a gifted child of all the potential I had and all of the great things that I could do if I only put my mind…

It’s been a year since my last post, where I was basically spiraling from the news that I had scar tissue left behind from the loss of my baby. A baby that had taken me a year of IVF and thousands of dollars to create. I wish I had some positive news a year later,…