#men

So. I met this guy eight years ago on holiday in Europe. I fell for him so, very, hard and I think he fell the same for me. He was married, I was in a relationship and neither of us was happy with our partners. We spent a week together and it was magical. When…

Let's spend a moment talking about the man who has been predominately by my side for an upwards of nearly two years. I don't know how or why I'm even thinking about sharing these things I ponder with you, but I need an outlet. I met him, in a situation that anyone could guess wasn't…

This is the strangest thing. Me and my boyfriend are on the rocks. I'm resisting the bottle of vodka sitting on the table in front of me, which perhaps represents some kind of personal growth, and instead messaged a guy I knew years ago who still rattles into my head at times like this. Nothing&h...

By Christopher M. MacNeil His name was Gilbert but everyone called him Todd. In 2012, two years after a heart attack that was not considered major, Todd was diagnosed with Stage 4 congestive heart failure and given a one- to two-year life expectancy. With that and other diagnoses of Type 2 diabet...

Remember you only miss someone when there isn't someone to comfort you the way you once were. What made you whole can make you feel half as full. love has this way of building you up. Making your walls tough. and this way of cracking and breaking everything up in a way you cannot even…

There is so much going on around my head. SO much I need to do. Money, jobs, love, girls, work, god, life, living. there is nothing that seems to stick. I find myself sleeping to try and make all the thoughts just dissappear. even running doesn't help my head anymore. I constantly ...

what makes a man desperate? is it the lack of intimacy, is it the past relationships? what shapes a man and his confidence? These are questions I keep asking myself. Are your going crazy? is there something that is just holding you from what you want in life? The will is there...

Do you ever feel like you aren't allowed to be the friend that has problems? between all my friends the only one who actually has asked me if I was okay with all this stuff going on in my life was Bruce from levels. I know Charle was here for me, but he was having troubles with…

live and die by your choices. You can't blame anyone but yourself if things don't come out the way you wanted. Work hard, but love more. Help your fellow man, and learn to make people smile. Forget race, forget age, forget any description you would put on another human being. You are a leader, no...

Robyn broke up with me, and I honestly don't really care. I feel like it opened my mind to go back to thinking about Amanda... What the fuck??? As if I couldn't get her out of my head enough.... I just wish I knew how she was doing. How her field work is going, how life is in…