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Well, hello world. I don't know what my intentions really are with starting this. I just feel like I have some things to get out. And maybe it can help take the edge off a lot of anxiety and mom guilt. Lol. Maybe. Well, I'm a 40 year old mom of four. I work at…

An excellent wife who can find? She is far more precious than jewels.  Proverbs 31:10 I have been doing a lot of growing over the past few years, painful but necessary, really being pushed outside my comfort zone.  I have always had a creative side and like expanding that. I have always wanted to...

I don’t know where this diary will lead, and I do not have a plan. This may be my only post, I have yet to decide.  I can only trust that God will guide me now. I am a few months shy of 40 years old, about 30 days away from finalizing my divorce and…

Who am I? Other than a mom? Other than a wife? I feel so lost. So unimportant. So frozen and stuck.  I feel as if I’m floating through life. Never actually happy. Sure, I love my kids and husband, but I don’t love myself. I feel no connection to things. I’m not truly happy. I…