1742 *Monday Morning EDIT*

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Mama is scared. 

I’m 15 weeks along with these babies.  I have secretly been fearful for them since Day One.  I have been so afraid that something bad would happen to one or both of them.

Today I noticed something "not quite right" (an icky discharge from my cootchie, if you must know).  Being a Sunday afternoon, all I could do was place a call to the answering service at the OB’s office.  Luckily, my favorite Nurse Practitioner was on call…and called back in RECORD time.  She tried to "talk me down" and since I was nervous, she promised to leave a message for the Triage Nurses to call me Monday about an appointment.  She’ll see to it that I get checked out for possible infection, get the fetal heart tones, etc.

All I can do is wait.

And of course…freak myself out.  Every little quirk of my body sends my mind spinning.  Do I have a fever?  Is it cold in here or do I have the chills?  Was that a baby kick?  How come I’m not feeling kicks on the other side?

Dear God, please protect these babies.  Please.

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I had a fitful sleep last night.  When I was fully awake, I was nauseaous.  And headachey b/c it is fixin’ to rain today.

At 8:15 this morning, the Triage Nurse was already calling me back.  They will see me (us, since I will be dragging all the kids along with me) at 9:45 this mornng.

Time to get the crew dressed.

Please keep the babies in your thoughts this morning, ok?  Thanks.

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September 28, 2008

Oh sweetie, try to stay calm (impossible I know!!!) Thinking of you and the babies and praying that everything is going to work out just fine. Hugs,

September 28, 2008

definitely saying an extra prayer for you & the babies tonight [extra because i say a prayer for you every night]. ::hugs::

September 28, 2008

i will send you some prayers. let us know!

I will never forget the day I thought I had miscarried Sam. The wait to know everything was okay was impossibly long. Everything was okay though! An despite my worrying and freaking- he was okay. Try to stay calm, be easy on yourself- and remember- think positive!!

September 28, 2008

crossing fingers and toes and saying a prayer for you and the girls. I’m calling them girls. Just ‘cuz.

September 28, 2008

Thinking of you and the bebes!

September 29, 2008

I hope everything turns out okay.

September 29, 2008

sending positive thoughts to all of you this morning!

September 29, 2008

I got a bacterial infection, followed by two yeast infections when I first got pregnant w/twins. The hormones are just more intense – it’s to be expected. And I’ve only been feeling kicks on the left side since I could feel kicks at all. I believe it’s because my placenta is on the front right. I researched it online, and a ton of twin mommies say that they only felt it on one side for a whilein the beginning, or that one twin was more active throughout the pregnancy. Hang in there, and try not to stress!

September 29, 2008

thinking good thoughts,

Oh goodness. My fingers are crossed.

September 29, 2008

Praying hard for you!! I’m sure all is fine. {{hugs}}

September 29, 2008

Thinking of you today and hope things are fine…

Please update as soon as you can!

September 29, 2008

you are in my thoughts

September 29, 2008

Sending you lots of positive thoughts…I know how hard it is to stay calm when anything out of the ordinary is going on when you’re pg.

September 29, 2008

RYN: No problem – I have a hard time sometimes, too! But it’s so important to stay relaxed and positive. Studies have shown a direct correlation between stress and preterm labor in twin pregnancies. Swimming is definitely a big help for me, as well as daily baths. I know there’s a ton of controversy about bathing while pregnant, but I just make sure it’s not too hot, and don’t stay in very long.<P> Have you found out whether they’re fraternal or identical?

September 29, 2008

I am saying a prayer right now. I hope and pray all is well. Please let us know when you can.

September 29, 2008

Hoping you had good news. I think I have literally held my breath this entire pregnancy in fear.