Its My birthday and I’ll beam if I want to

Beam as in smile brightly.

Didnt think I’d be happy its my birthday, as it just started and I just got home from work its going ok so far.

My life is super busy.

First I went to Jacksonville Fl. Saw my friend Michale and her daughter Grace, who I have to say is absolutely beautiful, looks a lot like Michale’s sister Misha. Went and played a Sabbat game in Gainesville FL that weekend, and I have decided that Flordia is an awesome place. First trip to the Sunshine state and I have to say there is a good chance I might even like it over my homestate of California.

Work is going good I suppose, allergies have given me stuffy runny nose so Im trying hard to keep my numbers up at work, but sneezes and nose blows are slowing me down. I really need to find a way to get my allergies undercontrol before I get a sinus infection I get stuck with for months.

Looking to try and afford a trip to Calfornia for my 10 year HS reunion, while Im there I plan on getting my marriage liscence so that I can finally file for divorce. I’m hoping to have a ring by then, but I doubt Justin really has this as something he is working towards.

I thought I really had a lot to talk about and found that I really dont. Working and my activities with my LARP group have me super busy. I suppose being busy is good.

Bear is doing good, Im going to have to borrow my friend Troy’s digital camera and get some pictures of him. He’s huge.

I should try and get ahold of Cassandra (and Cass if you read this call me), so I can talk to her about picking me up at the airport this summer. It would save me over $200 to fly into LA instead of Fresno. But then Im not sure if Justin and I can afford to rent a car, then again I’ll have to see how the income looks closer to then. I just need to make sure I see Cassandra, Lindsey, my dad’s side of the family before heading up to Fresno to stay a few weeks with my mom. I can’t believe Im going to take Justin to this part of California in July.. its going to be so freaking hot.

Justin says he has made plans for Friday to celebrate my birthday. Im nervous about what he has planned, he’s been good at suprising me and its usually something I’ve liked, but still I dont want it to be something I dont like then I have to pretend to like the plans….

Blah, my portable hard drive stopped working on my laptop, updated Windows XP and suddenly it wont recognize my drivers. Its pissing me off because I want to back some things up. I’m hoping its just XP being a pain and not that the Hard Drive stopped working. I had just put all my music on it and tons of other files I forget exactly what.

Hmm, well I’m going to head out.

Oye, before I do,

I’ve been thinking about Dan a lot recently. That friend of Cassandra and Robert. Tonight I was thinking about the night I actually got to go out on a date with him, and how much I enjoyed myself. Its wierd but I think that’s the first time I’ve actually gotten a crush on someone and then got to see what it was like to go out with him. Most guys I crush on are not the same guys I date. I really thought about that date a lot, which I have to say ranks in the top 3 dates I’ve gone on.

I should ask Cassandra about him, see how he is if they ever here from him anymore or not….

Ok, time to sleep.

Night