Discouragement

I’ve decided that no matter what I find in life I think I enjoy, all it does is bring me down. My larp group…. Im trying to find the courage to quit, because all its doing is making me miserable. I swear no one knows how to act like an adult.

It angers me that people have to bully people emotionally and socially just to feel good about themselves.

This is why I need to quit. It put me into huge tears for two days now. Not healthy for someone who’s looking to get her emotions stable. But I find that if I dont LARP, I dont have a social group, since that is where all my current friends are, and that with out any social activity, I grow depressed.

I dont know.

I just really dont.