Friendships

So Jamie totally punked out on my game. Emailed Justin saying he just wasn’t having fun..

This pisses me off and hurts my feelings, mostly because after every game I’ve asked players what they would like to see in the game, what do they want to see not in the game.. basically asking for feedback. Add to it that he came to the last game in my mind to just announce that he was starting his own Sabbat Game.

Jerk.

I need to try to talk to all my friends into not playing his. I know its rude and malicious.

That or if Doherty and Jazz stop playing mine, I may just dump my own. After all its supposed to be about friends getting together to have fun, and well honestly I’m not having fun if all my friends are just complaining to me.

I have this Mary Kay party to go to for Jas tomorrow. I’m broke so this is kinda a not fun thing for me to do, but I said I would go so I will.

Nothing else about wedding plans yet..
Still want to get the books I want so I know where to start.
Saw Justin’s parents last night, Justin told them, and his mom didn’t seem so excited. I mentioned this to Justin on our way home and he simply replied in a fashion that made it seem that his mom felt the same way he did about weddings.

So it seems, to Justin just like everything else in life, this isn’t going to be that big a deal… it’ll just be another day.

Really does make me reconsider this. After all to me its a HUGE thing, and I want it to be important.