Bah!

I’m slightly frustrated that my psych didn’t want to change my medications. I’ve not been on them since spring started and have been enjoying my hypomania. But he wants me to go back on them and he upped my lexapro. Which is fine but hello I would like to crave things.. while I don’t mind the appetite supression (I’ve lost 18 pounds since I’ve started lexapro) I do mind the fact it makes me feel completely unmotivated. I might not be very depressed it does make me feel like I can’t be bothered about anything. It totally removes my sex drive and no offense but it sucks not to want to have sex.

I have promised my husband I’d go back on my meds today. It is fine but I would have liked to have had sex more than once while off them. I’m not looking forward to how I was feeling before I went off them. If I go back to that…

Bah..