my toes ran away to beluxy… beluxy? uhhh….

My period is evil this month. I hate it. I felt like throwing up for a whole day. Sometimes this "woman" shit is … well SHIT.

i had a pack of angry customers on my ass last night. One lady tried to call me out to fight. She had no idea how much I would have loved to pull her face down and slam it into the concrete repeatedly.

I never said I was a pacifist. I was actually NICE to these people, but wouldnt’ do what they wanted. There was also a girl about… oh 15 or so. I’d have kicked her snotty little ass too. She kept giving me dirty little snot ass looks. Yeah, head, concrete, bloody pulp.

I’d have enjoyed it.

I’m scary.

I have to call this stupid company that keeps billing my credit card in excess of 75 dollars each month. I have cancelled the "service" i have never used THREE FUCKING TIMES, and it keeps showing up. I’m trying to compose myself. I have absolutely NO patience and I want to seriously hurt something.

I also have to look for a way to divide the "childrens" room, so I don’t end up with children in mine. UGH! I have to remember to call some furniture stores, but I don’t know where to find anything. It’s almost as if they don’t make room dividers anymore… and I know they did make them once upon a time. *sigh*

I wanna play video games all day and not think. and cheat on those games…. cuz i can.

I need to do laundry, my room is a pile of strange multiplying clothing that is mutating into a strange beast taht will surely eat me one day.

and maybe that won’t be so bad.

which reminds me to go save my playstation two from my evil little brother.

he’s the only "big" boy in a house of "big" girls, so of course he’s insane.

my little eleven year old sister started her period last week. poor thing. that’s so young. she was all freaked out. i guess my mom didn’t tell her like i said she should.

maybe i DON’T want a girl child.

I probably won’t have one without some sort of subterfuge. "hey, have sex with me, i’m *coughnotcough* on the pill"

*sigh*

NO NO NO NO NO.

*hiccup*

ew, i hate those.

gonna go call the evil businnes. i need to read favs. i’m so lost and behind and *sniffle snarf*

that will be my project for tomorrow. go to the store for maxi pads, get milk and bread, read ALL of favorites and stop hermitting in my hermit hole.

sounds like a plan!