In Love

Sooo I don’t know what’s happened within the last month or so, but now I’m totally IN LOVE with Shannon. It’s crazy… I can smell a wedding in the future…. it’s like we were friends first and then…. I don’t know. It’s CRAZY.

I’m back to school. I’m taking the last three classes I need to graduate. Actually, I don’t think my average is high enough to graduate. You need 6.50 and I have 6.07, which sucks because if it was a regular BA program I’d only need 6.00. Sooo I’m trying to get an appointment with the guidance department ASAP, but they’re all booked up. So annoying.

I start my new job on Monday. 30 hours a week. How am I going to do it? I have no idea…

I lost 11 lbs. on Weight Watchers. I gained 2.5 this week though and I have NO IDEA why… I had gum surgery so all I was eating was SOUP. Oh well, at least I’m still on track. Normally I would have just given up by now. I keep telling myself I don’t want to be fat in my graduation pictures and I don’t want to be a fat bride.

Speaking of gum surgery, it sucked. My labret was hitting the gums on my bottom front teeth and they were getting worn down. Then, a tooth started to be loose. So, I required a gum grafting. They took skin off the roof of my mouth [um, ow?] and sewed it to my gums. Needless to say, I no longer have a labret piercing. Which is sad, because I miss it. But I also like having teeth… so…. yeah.

Anyway, I’m done so here is a SURVEY…

The Bold Answers are True

Appearance:
– I am 5’4 or shorter.
– I think I’m ugly.
– I have many scars.
– I tan easily.
– I wish my hair was a different color.
– I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
– I have a tattoo. [two]
– I am self-conscious about my appearance. [sometimes]
– I have/I’ve had braces.
– I wear glasses. [or contacts]
– I’d get/have gotten plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free. [I’d get it if I could afford it]
– I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
– I have had more than 2 piercings.
– I have had piercings in places besides my ears.
– I have freckles.

Family/Home Life:

– I’ve sworn at my parents.
– I’ve run away from home.
– I’ve been kicked out of the house.
– My biological parents are together.
– I have a sibling less than one year old.
– I want to have kids someday.
– I have children.
– I’ve lost a child.

Embarrassment:

– I’ve slipped out a “LOL” in a spoken conversation.
– Disney movies still make me cry.
– I’ve snorted while laughing.
– I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
– I’ve glued my hand to something.
– I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
– I’ve had my trousers rip in public.

Health:

– I was born with a disease/impairment.
– I’ve had stitches. [after surgery]
– I’ve broken a bone.
– I’ve had my tonsils removed.
– I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
– I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed. [Three of them]
– I’ve had serious surgery. [I’ve had surgery…]
– I’ve had chicken pox.

Traveling:

– I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day. [Illinois to Ontario: 13 hours]
– I’ve been on a plane.
– I’ve been to Canada. [I live there!]
– I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
– I’ve been to Japan.
– I’ve been to Europe.
– I’ve been to Africa.

Experiences:

– I’ve been lost in my city.
– I’ve seen a shooting star.
– I’ve wished on a shooting star.
– I’ve seen a meteor shower.
– I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas. [often]
– I’ve pushed all the buttons in a lift.
– I’ve been to a casino.
– I’ve been skydiving.
– I’ve gone skinny dipping.
– I’ve played spin the bottle.
– I’ve crashed a car.
– I’ve been skiing.
– I’ve been in a play.
– I’ve met someone in person from the Internet.
– I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
– I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
– I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
– I’ve played chicken.
– I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
– I’ve eaten Sushi.
– I’ve been snowboarding.

Relationships:

– I’m single.
– I’m in a relationship.
– I’m available.
– I’m engaged
– I’m married.
– I’ve gone on a blind date.
– I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper.
– I have a fear of abandonment.
– I’ve been divorced.
– I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
– I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
– I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
– I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality:

– I’ve had a crush on someone of the same gender.
– I’ve kissed a member of the same gender.
– I’ve had sex with someone of the opposite gender.
– I’ve had sex with someone of the same gender.
– I’ve had sex with more than one person at the same time.
– I am a cuddler.
– I’ve been kissed in the rain.
– I’ve had sex outdoors.
– I’ve hugged a stranger.
– I have kissed a stranger.
– I have had sex with a stranger.

Honesty/Crime:

– I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
– I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
– I have lied to my parents about where I am.
– I am keeping a secret from the world.
– I’ve cheated while playing a game.
– I’ve cheated on a test.
– I’ve driven through a red light
– I’ve witnessed a crime.
– I’ve been in a fist fight.
– I’ve been arrested.
– I’ve shoplifted.

Drugs/Alcohol:

– I’ve consumed alcohol.
– I smoke cigarettes.
– I’ve smoked pot.
– I regularly drink.
– I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
– I’ve taken cough medicine when I wasn’t sick.
– I’ve done hard drugs.
– I’ve been addicted to an illegal substance.
– I can’t swallow pills.
– I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.

Mental health:

– I have been diagnosed with depression.
– I shut others out when I’m depressed.
– I take anti-depressants.
– I have had an eating disorder.
– I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
– I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
– I’m addicted to self harm.
– I’ve woken up crying.

Death:

– I’m afraid of dying.
– I hate funerals.
– I’ve seen someone dying.
– I have attempted suicide.
– Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
– Someone close to me has committed suicide.

Random:

– I can sing well.
– I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
– I open up to others too easily.
– I watch the news.
– I don’t kill bugs.
– I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for sake of being able to rhyme.
– I fucking swear regularly.
– I am a morning person.
– I paid for my mobile phone ring tone.
– I’m a snob about grammar.
– I am a sports fanatic.
– I play with my hair.
– I have/had “x”s in my screen name.
– I love being neat.
– I love Spam.
– I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
– I bake well.
– I don’t know how to shoot a gun. [I have no desire to learn]
– I am in love with love.
– I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
– I laugh at my own jokes. LOL!
– I eat fast food weekly.
– I believe in ghosts.
– I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
– I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
– I am really ticklish.
– I love white chocolate.
– I bite my nails.
– I play video games.
– I’m good at remembering faces.
– I’m good at remembering names.
– I’m good at remembering dates.
– I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
– My answers are totally honest.

Back to school work….