Tuesday makes a year

Tuesday is the 4th, and that’s year since I had a job and an identity.

I was "the driver".  The "bus driver"

Now I’m just one of those moochers that what’s his name complained about, one of those people who think the Gov’t owes them something.

(yeah.  that’s what "insurance" means, asshole)

Apparently I was just supposed to like, die in that car wreck in 1998.

Slept all day today; why not.

Gotta do the laundry; it’s Sunday night.  I won’t forget it, no matter what that dream I had this morning implies.

My cat was in what turned out to be the last month of his life.  I knew something was wrong but I had no money to take him to the vet’s.

No more pets; I can’t take care of them.

I’m not real good at taking care of myself either.

 

 

 

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Mns
December 2, 2012

i have a friend who has been unemployed for a year, health isn’t real good and his wife is dying. besides all that i sense him pulling away from our friendship. he’s just so depressed 🙁 well, so am i in my own life circumstances but i think he’s worse than me. we all go thru tough times, i hope your situation takes a positive turn soon.

I hope things get better soon. Keeping my fingers crossed on the disability app.