bleh.

Not really sure what to update about. 15 weeks into this pregnancy and still don’t FEEL pregnant! Its insane to me. I have been non stop looking for a job and.nope still nothing!!! Its driving me up a wall! I get insanely upset! How could this “god” give us a child but no way to support it? I just don’t understand! I’ve never had this hard of a time finding work. Its been since july 2010 since I’ve had a job?! Wtf is making it so hard now? Ughh

Today is just one of those days where I just want to cry! I miss my sister like crazy today. I wish she was here already! I know only a little over a month and a half she’ll be here.but damn it is to long!!

Okay I need waffles lol so I’m out before I start crying. Will update soon.