Slouchy and silent screaming

Watching a marathon of The Office, puppy sleeping on my lap, boyfriend asleep in the bed upstairs, and me with only 2 beers, in no mood for hard liquor.

I pulled a muscle this morning, mid back, because I’m constantly weak and dehydrated. A good week to do my juice cleanse, as I can’t imagine doing much else. I woke up around 11:00. It hurt just to turn over. Also that I saw Chris for 2 minutes before he was jumping back on his computer with that stupid headset. He knew I was hurting, he just can’t stop that fucking thing. I was so happy when I thought he had.

I went to a coworker’s house for drinks on Saturday, to gossip and catch up since she has been gone. She’s my favorite girl, though we have little in common. She’s got fire in her and she makes me laugh. She thinks I need to do my hair and wear more makeup, but she has accepted that I am what I am, and I don’t think she’s known anyone so plain before.

I was invited back out tomorrow night, but I’m in no condition to go anywhere. And to an 80’s party in May, It feels good to be invited out, I just have to actually attend these things sometimes. Or else the invitations stop. I’ve been there many times. I think perhaps i should cancel my cleaning with the dentist tomorrow, since I feel like screaming and crying from pain when I get up from sitting. That could cause some worry.

But I’m ok, I’ll get better. It’s just 1am and I’m running out of The Office episodes. Will Jim and Pam be ok.. where is this going.. and when will the Motrin kick in..