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Hello Gentle Hearts

I don’t understand my moods at all! Where the heck do I get these multi-colored moods from?

I just don’t get it!!

I had such a lovely dream last night!

I dreamed that I had purchased a ticket to England.

I went on a plane to Merry Ole England in search of my Alexander. I didn’t have a clue as to where to find him…but somehow I ended in his property. It was a large farm in Oxford, England. His Dad had several acres of land and I saw myself going to and knocking on his door. His Dad greeted me, a lovely English gentleman.

I asked about Alex and he pointed to a handsome and simple Englishman much younger than he. Alex took my hand and kissed it. We spoke for hours.

He showed me around his beloved England.

I felt like a Princess.

Next thing I knew his house was full with people who greeted me and presented ‘us’ with all sorts of elegant gifts. They were wedding gifts for Alex and me.

One unique gift was a harmonica for Alex which was attached to a cigar. My maternal grandfather presented this gift to me and he showed me how it worked. It was all in brown and as you placed the mouthpeice of the harmonica in your mouth you could take a puff of the cigar as you played the harmonica! 😀 This gift was incredible and I kissed granpa and thanked him.

I showed it to everyone and I wanted to say that it was like a pipe in British English but I didn’t know the word. Three English girls who were sitting on the floor in one of the rooms smiled and yelled out the answer.

I forget how they said it, but it was the British English word for pipe.

Alex and I were getting married! 😀 What a lovely dream!

I didn’t want to get up! I woke up at 8:11 AM and wanted to stay home. I wanted to dream some more of that wonderful dream, or at least absorbe and reflect upon it and relax. Mom adviced me to go to work. I have already missed 2 days since January. GRRRRRRRRRR! I went and got dressed, fumbling with my bra and hated having to go out in the bitter cold to work.

At work 3 people were out! I had to stay downstairs at the adult department whilst Ivonne, my co-worker and Estella, the wise old owl (reference lady) gave a class to senior citizens wanting to learn the internet.

When I was doing the accounting my nose bled! ARRRRGH!

I’ve been getting nosebleeds like crazy all winter long!

Yucky! I don’t think it has anything to do with high blood pressure…I hope not! Mom assures me that I am prone to nosebleeds…since I was a little girl and I was always bleeding from my nose when the boiler was very hot. I don’t know.

The nurse at the doctor’s office on Wednesday said I was in the border line for high blood pressure.

All day long I felt blah! I always suffer from low spirits or sour moods…it doesn’t fail.

It gets worse in January till about April.

I get mad at everything…yet deep inside I am still the sweet and loveable Mary everyone loves.