GRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Oh Boy!

I was in such a foul mood again. This doesn’t surprise me anymore since I get my so-called ‘black’ days every so often. It rained this morning. I got up at 6AM!

I had taken a series of sexy photos of myself for Alexander last night in my room with this elegantly short teddy posing with a Rose. (They came out so Sexy)

I got up to develop the photos with my Fuji Digiatal camera and I sent it to my Sexy Tiger right away.

I got dressed and started to make myself some egg salad.

I put the eggs in salt water but I was in a hurry so I didn’t leave them cooking the full 15 minutes it takes to hard-ball eggs. The eggs were soft when I proceeded to unshell them 🙁 I had to throw the eggs away and forget the whole thing.

I haven’t spoken with Alex since last Sunday. He has re-installed his whole computer. He bought Windows 98 S.E. and he had to re-program his entire computer system.

He did beep me lots of times on my Motorola Two-Way pager and has sent me 2 sexy video clips of himself thanking me for the Easter chocolate Truffles I sent him and his family, the No Mercy CD and the Easter Card.

Yesterday he said he was going to chat with me today.

The children had a one session day at the library and the munchkins were going to be at the library all ‘bloody’ afternoon! That is the reason behind my foul mood. Next week they have no school so it is going to be even worse! :o/

What pisses me off is that the little tykes wrestle themselves to hog the computers with the internet upstairs all afternoon just to play stupid games and some tykes even put pornography on!!! It just makes me sick!

My friend Ivonne had a vacation day today and it was just me and MaryAnne, my co-worker who works downstairs at the adult department and this other co-worker at the library. I had to stay downstairs while MaryAnne went to lunch. The adults were all sitting in front of the computer screens punching the keyboard, having IM conversations with distant people they don’t even know, e-mailing the entire world and just fooling around online.

I got angry at 1:30 PM because I had signed 5 people online at that time and the people before them did not want to get up from the computers. I took the internet sign-up in my hand and read the names of the people who were suppose to be online at 1:30, “That means that whomever is on NOW HAS TO GET OFF NOW!!!”

As soon as I yelled this they all got off.

I don’t know why I get so angry.

Maybe it is just that I am a very passionate and hot-blooded woman.

LOL

This of course is on the surface because deep inside I am a very sweet and affectionate girl.

I called Ana to sign me up upstairs at 2PM. I wanted to chat with Alex. I also had to make the close sign for the library. The kids came at 1:30PM! When I got upstairs at two there was a conga line of children at the computer. I got on line precisley at two PM.

I logged on in aol IM but Alex wasn’t on.

Josem, one of the good boys who come to the library and who I am fond of and he also is fond of me was waiting to use the computer. He said I was making him ‘suffer’.

LOL

I finally had to give in..annoyed at the impertinace of the tykes.

I missed my Alex 🙁

He paged me twice on my beeper thanking me for the pictures and telling me that he Loves his Kitten so Much. He’ll chat with me tomorrow. He has installed ICQ already. He said he was very ‘knackered’ (tired) and was going to bed.

I hope that my moods improve.

I really don’t want to get so pissy for every little thing.

SensualRose @}>->->->->->-