Irritated!!!!

My heart is so sad! 🙁

Like today’s thunderstorm I have been crying since last Thursday. I just feel so irritated. 🙁

That old guy at work just peeved me so!!! Who does he think he is? If my boss thinks I am going to bend backwards to accommodate his son and him and send the other library children home he has another thing coming!!!

My soul feels like it is on fire!

I can’t relax!

Basically I am drained. I am bored with the same old routine.

My weekends are too short.

I don’t enjoy anything anymore.

Am I going through a midlife crisis?

I just feel so irritated, agitated, angry,

and upset.

I feel that I am inept. I know I complain a lot, but

so does my brother (especially when he has to come and fix my PC!) He yells at me, curses, but goes on fixing it.

I feel that they’ve critized my work and feel that my co-workers think I am downright lazy. Ivonne made me feel guilty about complaining about the 200 extra library applications that teacher brought us in. The norm was to have just one class at a time of 40 children. Vader, my boss allowed her to ask for 200 cards at one time!!

I have books to file, books to order, children with special needs, summer reading book lists to check on shelves, a Summer Reading Club to conduct, Arts N-Craft classes, book bingo, plus conducting several library tours..not to mention babysit all day long to a hoard of snot nosed little kids and cater to all these demanding, condensending parents with all sorts of gripes!!!

When she forcefully grabbed half those library cards from the circ desk in front of me, stormed downstairs she

downright shocked me!!

It made me feel so awful.

Next day I heard her laughing and carrying on as usual.

I am still shook up about it! 🙁

I have taken a two week’s vacation.

I hope I can relax and forget about everything!

I feel so lousy!

:C

SensualRose @}>->->->->->-