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I have been feeling so damn good lately.  I feel confident, I am happy… I just feel great!!!  Krystal has been on my mind alot.  I have been looking at it at all possible angles, and I think the only thing I can do is trust my heart and go for it.  Well since were not diving into anything, just go with the flow…  What else can I do?  I can’t let this opportunity slip, I just have a gut feeling about her.  She just feels so good… she makes me happy.  I love her.  I don’t want to sound mental, but you know how people say they just know when they meet the person they are going to be with for the rest of their lives?  I just know with Krystal.  Maybe I could be wrong, but I don’t think I am.  She just feels so right.  She makes me smile… after almost 4  years she still makes me smile like she did after our first date.

We hung out all day/night on Wednesday and we had a convo about us… She said “psychoactive, you know when you date somebody and you feel uncomfortable with them at times?”  I said “yeah, I get that with Nicole at times…”  “Well were we ever like that when we first started dating?”  I said “No, we never were Krystal, that’s why I know were great togeather… it has always been us acting natural with each other, with nothing to hide.”  Krystal:  “How are you so sure?”  I said. “Do you remember our first date?”  I then explained what we did to refresh her memory.  She was like “wow, that’s right…. that was our first date, yet it felt like we had known each other for years already…”  I said “exactly… we never had that akwardness… we always just clicked, knew what the other was thinking.”

I don’t know what to say…  She is great and I am so happy we are talking again.

Music of the Moment:  Muse
Today I Feel:  phenominal!