On a roll

I love life.  I just had to say that.  I just love living… some days are shit, some days are great, but in the end… I just love living… I feel alot of people neglect the fact that they are alive.  They seem to focus on what is wrong with their life, and not what is good.

So here I am jumping to the next stone in the pond.  I just landed a fulltime job, in my field… I feel I can do well, and this is my chance to really start to grow into where I want to go.  I am excited, I can finally move out.  I can finally get away from my older sister.  The time is now… I am excited.  I start on monday…

So what the hell is up?  I have been having sex with Nicole lately… I don’t really like her all that much, but I love her body… (although I wish she had some tits… since I had Krystal, I love tits….) and the sex is great!  WOW.  There is nothing hotter than a girl who talks dirty with you… she is older than me, so I guess she has more experience… but she does everything I want.  At the same time, I would still rather be with Krystal and be neglected and have not as good sex… I just like Krystal so much more… I don’t know…  Then there is Natalie… I like her too… but with her background, I am not going to get play from her for a long time… and I am not going to waste my prime sexuality waiting on a girl who isn’t going to give up till were married… cause fuck that… like what if the sex sucks balls?!  I am not settling anywhere when it comes to my future… espeically with my life partner.

I am on a 3 game scoring streak in soccer, lets try to make it 4 on thursday… I love that game.  Soccer just owns… Actuallly I just love sports… Baseball, hockey and soccer… great games… I love those games through and through… any other game I love playing… but watching or being totally engrossed in, I am not.

So I handed in our group assignment today.  2 of my group members were fucks… but the other 2 were great.  I asked them both out for a drink after Wed’s class… I like working with people, but it drives me mad when people can’t follow simple instructions.  Oh well, the assignment is done… I was up till 6am last night editing it cause those two members didn’t do their work… or well, up to what I wanted… the other 2 had no problem, so it wasn’t like I was asking for much… I was asking for what was expected… (btw, I was the group leader).  So I finished editing it today,which really cut into my study time… test 2 was tonight.  I studied for a total of 1 hour… I think I got about 60 percent and I bet it is better than those 2 guys in my group… I swear they are coattail riders… I hate that shit… really

Silverchair made a revival into my cd rotation lately, Freakshow, I forgot how great that album is… Frogstomp still owns….but Freakshow has that heavyness I love…

There is a bandgeek reunion at Andrea’s place this Friday it should be great… I can’t wait!!! 🙂  All the details will be posted for sure.

Music of the Moment:  Muse – Sing for Absolution
Today I Feel:  Amazing… 🙂