Every minute

The blank page.  What to write?  Where to begin?  If you were to be deaf or blind, which would you be?  I think both are pretty horrible and I don’t know if I could choose.  Let’s start with being blind.   If I was to be blind, I wouldn’t be able to play soccer, one of my true loves in this world.  I would also miss out on looking at beautiful women.  I would miss watching the sun set/rise.  I wouldn’t be able to be as active as I am now, hiking, biking, soccer, skiing (although I have encountered blind skiers before, it’s pretty amazing to see).

Now, on with being deaf.  I would first and formost miss music.  Music get’s me through the day.  I LOVE IT.  It is beautiful in every possible way.  It’s amazing how “sounds” can give you shivers, take you back to a moment in your past, hype you up, or drag you right down…  I would miss the delivery of way some people speak, and laughter.  The good things a group laugh can do brighten a day. 🙂

So which would I choose?  … Impossible.

I’m beginning to think I am in love with the thought of being in love.  I believe I have been in love twice, the first time I knew I was… she took my breath away, she made me feel high.  She broke up with me, I think she was too young. We had something and we both knew it.  The second time, I didn’t realize until she was gone, and even then I’m not sure if it was true love.  I just knew I liked to be around her and have never been so attracted to somebody before.  I am afraid I will never exprience that again.

It is true, time really does fly.  I still feel 19, yet 7 years have passed since then, and they happened in a blink of an eye.  So I guess in short I am saying enjoy every minute, because you never know when your time will be up.

Yes, this was a random entry, but that is how I am feeling right now.  So many thoughts, such randomness, yet I am loving it all.  Just thinking about the past, the present and what is to come. 🙂 ….No I am not high.

Music of the Moment: The Police – Roxanne
Today I Feel: Well.