Wedding

I had the toughest day yet recently.

My friend got married, out of town. A hotel was booked, the reception was close. No driving needed, an open bar. No excuse not to drink. I was going nuts inside. With thoughts like “It’s a wedding, everybody is celerbrating why can’t I?” “The bar is open, it doesn’t cost anything, a coke costs as much as the beer! NOTHING!” Bottles of wine, put on the table.

It was VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY tough. I held my own though. Didn’t have a drink, wasn’t questioned directly. My gf had a couple drinks. I just kept myself busy talking with different people and hitting the dance floor… even though some of the music SUCKED… I forced myself to dance because no bottles (meaning beer) were allowed on the dancefloor… my safe haven!

So I made it… 146 days today.

Music of the Moment: Eric Clapton – Lovely Tonight

Today I Feel: