175

I haven’t written in awhile, mostly due to just nothing really to write about and partly I have been busy. I have been working at getting a new job. I had my second interview at a place today. I think it went well. I hope they give me another call, it looks like it would be a good place to work and it would be a progression in my career. The position is for a IT technician.

Today is 175 days for me, a week or so from 6 months! I feel good. I am glad I no longer drink. There are still times where I crave a drink, but in the end I always decide it is better to just avoid it.

I was thinking about drinking the other day, I use to think it made me feel good… but does it really? The more you drink, the more out of control you become. The more you change from the person you really are. Is that enjoyable? I guess drinking is used as a way to escape from who you are. The problem with that, it is only a temporary fix. The next day you wake up back where you started, but now with a headache and upset stomach. The better solution is to work at what you don’t like and build from there. I think that is what I am doing now. I think I am headed in the right direction.

Cheers,

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