glass jaw

i’m sick. i think i’m sick. i don’t know that i’m sick, i just feel it. a lot. like i’ll be so fine and but then, this wave will come over me and just flatten me to the point where i can’t move without it making me feel bad, bad enough to want my bed over anything else. i was watching a youtube video last night, and it was funny, really funny, and i was laughing a lot, like over and over cos i like to hammer things to the point of exhaustion, then my jaw began to ache and hurt and my head felt like it was going to burst, and i couldn’t laugh anymore without being in a lot of pain. i’m sick. i think it. i’m beginning to know it.