Sexy Debs

Debs. I still hate that name, still haven’t told her I do. But we have been texting. And it’s safe to say I’ll be staying overnight the next time I’m in Galway. We text a LOT, about a lot of stuff. We think very much alike, and she’s just as sweet, desperate and randy as me. I’d never considered something til this week. Debs is such a nice girl, it’s just she’s there and I’m here and I can’t help thinking it’s doomed because I amn’t about to leave my job and move to Galway yet, especially when I’m thinking for the first time in my life about leaving Ireland for a while. I don’t know if she thinks of me as potential boyfriend material, and I don’t know what I think of her either. But we’re both thinking the same right now, both reaching to change up a gear at the exact same moment.

If things go belly-up on this, like badly, then it could mess up my friendship with Moira, who’s known her since they were kids. It’s playing with fire all the way. And yet I don’t care. I’m crashing through all the traffic cones and being pursued by a trail of police cars as I head towards potential disaster but I don’t care.

I’ll be honest; I have to be that here. Most of the Debs thing is about sex. I tried as much as I could to get down there this weekend but Moira was away so there wasn’t anywhere to stay (I wasn’t even going to try a B&B in Galway on Paddy’s Day weekend). She tried to get up here, but couldn’t get anyone to cover for her in work. We both can’t wait to get our hands on each other, which will probably happen next weekend. We’ll probably end up doing it sideways across the bannister and anything else we can think of in a mad rush of passion and excitement. And all because I want intimacy; it’s all I ever wanted. Someone to be beside me. If I were a girl, I’d be a common slut; the type of girl that’s simply with guys for the sake of being with someone. Because that’s the way I am.

j

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i know how u feel, u lucky though, i gotto wait till the end of April and even thats not definete yet! *Sigh* I know how u feel bout leaving the country thing, been feeling like that for a while, but i only wanna leave for a few weeks, not for too long 🙂 MadForABaby

RYN:Hmmm…yeah…

March 15, 2002

okay yuck yuck on the whole bannister thing! I was going to stick in another Simpsons reference there but then you’d just think I was being obsessive… Maybe I should stop watching 22 episodes a week *groan*!

March 15, 2002

yes, those social steryotypes can be annoying, esp if one IS a female. btw, your description of your work environment reminded me quite vividly of the movie Office Space. don’t know if you have it there, but if you can find it, you’d probably enjoy watching it. i didn’t like it, but many ppl do. esp those who actually workin offices. peace

I really hope this works out for ya Joseph. Distance is always annoying, but can be worked around. again I say g’luck Kev

“desperate and randy” – gee u say the sweetest things bout ur gurl joe! Butterpillar (nsi – and may never well b again!)

RYN: Okay. Whatever.You don’t have to be like that. But whatever. That’s your freakin choice.

ahh tramp have a goodin’ 🙂

March 17, 2002

It’ll all be fine in the end, and if it’s not fine it’s not the end.

lol i know how ya feel, luckily i’m too shy to be a slut. Being with the same guy for 6 years and having never even been on a real date (yep i’m serious), sorta puts a crimp on askin’ guys out. Lordy, i’m such a wimp..eh well hope everything works out for ya!!!

March 19, 2002

Whaddaya mean if you were a girl you’d be a common slut? You’re a guy and you’re still a common slut. You go Joe! Well there’s not really much point in telling you to be careful not to mess up any friendships. So instead I’ll tell you to be careful not to get any splinters from that banister in any sensitive area!

i do believe i missed this entry somehow…hmmm. i actually came to leave you a note and say… happy burthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear joe!!! happy birthday to you -love becky

lol okay i left you voice mail…and sounded like a complete and utter idiot…i suck at talkin’ to machines, jeez next time just give me a phone number to call and talk to you in person lol. BTW your accent is adorable ‘grin’