oxymoron
School’s rough this year. I make it hard on myself though. I try to do too much. Some people can do that, be the head of everything and still get a 4.0. Not me though. I sure try, but I’ve successfully failed. It’s just so hard knowing, that the only things I could drop to make more time are the things I actually want to do. I wish I couls drop chemistry, i hate that class. Mrs. Gerberry is nice and all, but i just can’t learn it all. It’s way to much for me. I know I’m in like 7 clubs (french club, key club, sadd, interact, science club, cec, humanities) plus Bible Study/Prayer Group, Boardman Singers, DI, dance, the Playhouse Youth Board, CCD, Music Ministry, Youth Group, and work. Then on top of all of that, I actually try to have a life! I mean I try to make time for Craig which I often fail to do. I am really trying to do stuff w/ AJ lately b/c I luv her so much & she needs sumone right now. Plus all my other friends that I neglect. I haven’t talked to hardly anyone from AOSFYC since I’ve been home. I am going w/ Goddard to the Halloween laser show thing & I of course see Matt, Tyler, & Dave in school, but other than that I’ve only really talked to Katie once & she sent me a letter that I have yet to respond to. I’m still trying to finish 20,000 leagues under the sea, but I’m reading Loamhedge right now & haven’t had the chance to even touch either of my Jesus Freaks books. I just don’t know how to fit it all in. I’m just too tired to d oit all. Any free time I do get I just want to spend sleeping or lounging b/c I’m so tired. Plus I have this ear thing going on right now & I hurt my back yestaday. Ug! I’m falling apart. Thank goodness for the 3 day weekend…not that I’ll get anything accomplished during it. Homecomming is Saturday though. That should be fun. No CCD Sunday either, which is nice, b/c trying to get up that early after a dance night & actually trying to teach something, well it’s doesn’t work. Anywayz, I should prbably go do one of the bazillion things I have to do. See things like this are why nothing actually gets done. Oh well, life goes on. I luv ya’ll! ::muah::
~Mic