what a day

My tea’s gone cold
I’m wondering why I
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can’t see at all
And even if I could it’d all be gray
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it’s not so bad
It’s not so bad

I drank too much last night
Got bills to pay
My head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there’ll be hell today
I’m late for work again
And even if I’m there they’ll all imply
That I might not last the day
And then you call me
And it’s not so bad
It’s not so bad

Life goes on. I value the people that I have. A thank you firstly goes out to the Roses. You made me feel a lot better, and happier and worthy and good shit like that. And then Mr. Eeyom just decided to finish the job, and now I is all fixed. Fanks. 🙂

I have to go write a paper now. Why am I writing in my FOD so much lately? Maybe it’s because I have so much to say. Or maybe it’s just because I don’t want to do my goddamn paper. Yeah, thats more likely. *nods and grins*

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February 5, 2003

I love you…and he’s not worth crying over. You’re worth so much more than that. I’m glad Mr. Eeyom fixed you:-P And Roses are always here for you *hugs*~

wow–i coulda written that. and thank you too, ems. i love you. –al

February 18, 2003

i just recieved information about a horrific practice in the east known as “bonsai kittens”… please read my latest entry for information and the website and help do something to save these poor creatures. Thanks

February 19, 2003

RYN: Well I thank you for your approval. haha. I must admit it is only recycled creativity. It’s also my screen name.

February 19, 2003

RYN: I know…but…Rima didn’t do a damn thing…she was just being NICE…wanting to stay in contact with friends from here…but…I don’t think I like her anymore. When she came to visit this summer I felt like she was waiting for me to leave so she could be with other people…and this note has turned into me rambling about how I feel like people don’t like me…so I’ll stop… Meh…