you SUCK

Why is it that I can sit, and try try TRY to study, and just not be able to take the words on the page in? I’ll sit there, and every minutes pull my attention back to the one sentence that I’m trying to understand, and within ten seconds I’ll be dazed out again. Then I start trying too hard, and it gets even harder….what the hell is wrong with me????

I told myself that this wouldn’t happen at college….instead its worse….

And what about writing papers? When you can’t even think about what argument you want to make?

?????

I do that all the time… just this morning, after waking up, I had these thoughts running through my head. And they were NOT thoughts of chemistry, which is the book whose chapter I was reading. So I’d read each and every single word out of the book and then realize that I got no meaning out of them… I just understood one word at a time, lol. Not good when you need to read a 100-page chapter in

30 minutes because you have homework due that relates to it. 😛 Don’t worry about it; you’ll find a way to concentrate. I sometimes read out loud. 🙂

I have the same problem. College sucks. Cept for the being away from home part. That’s the only part that rocks, and only somewhat at that.

one fine day

October 29, 2003

((hugs)) nyeah…I’m sorry:- I can understand that, it’s hard to motivate oneself, I gotta go, but ((hugs)) good luck!!

*hug* concentrating sucks. i never seem to be able to get things done, even when i try to…i know i told myself that i would stop procrastinating when i got here…and instead, i seem to be doing it more than usual. *hug*

mess up it

October 29, 2003

Damn… just like me… I’m terribly neurotic like that… that’s why I quit 😛 But don’t quit… haha… Ahem… do me a favour and ignore this note lol.

The Other Woogie

October 30, 2003

It will be okay, just remember to breathe. Maybe listen to some music, make some tea, just calm down. You can do it. I know you can.

jesus, ems….i coulda written this. i with that i had some advice….*hugs*

yeah, I do that a lot too…then again I have ADD…so thats another story.

Violet Librarian

November 2, 2003

RYN: And I you… *hugs*

holy crap i do that all the time. especially when i read moby dick, i’d read a page, then hafta read it again because i completly spaced out while reading it. it happens to the best of us.