12/2/03

Anxious, feeling strange, lonely, trying to keep my mind off of itself.

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Make 20 statements about 20 different people without telling who they pertain to.

1. I miss what we had, I think, but mostly I’m sad that you have decided you are better off without me.

2. What you did for me would mean so much more if you hadn’t done your best to negate it all after.

3. Despite our differences, I don’t think I will ever stop having a ton of respect for you.

4. For good and for bad, you have had a massive impact on who I am today.

5. Sometimes I’m worried that we really are as similar as we seem.

6. Please don’t become the person that I see trying to emerge in you; you’re so much better than that.

7. I think you are one of the purest souls I know.

8. There is no one statement to explain what you have done for me.

9. I fear you dying above anyone else.

10. Your trust in me gives me so much faith in myself.

11. I haven’t given up the hope that someday you will be my best friend.

12. Thinking about you makes me want to cry with gratitude.

13. For the majority of my life, I’ve wanted to be just like you.

14. I wonder if I affected you even half as much as you affected me.

15. I’m glad that you seem to be a better person now, because I always knew how good you could be.

16. I am so sorry that I missed my chance to connect with you.

17. I hate to see you doing this, because I know that you could be so much happier if you stopped being so damned stubborn.

18. You are living proof of life’s injustices, and I admire your strength more than you know.

19. I’m terrified that our friendship will not weather this much longer, despite the strong bond we have.

20. I hope I grow up to be as kind as you are.

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((hugs)) interesting…very interesting :)~ El

That’s great; I hope you don’t mind if I borrow it. Hope things are still going well… you don’t update very often.

December 2, 2003

xxx

December 3, 2003

thats a cute idea xxx be well x

December 3, 2003

*hugs* That’s really neat. Mind if I ask you about one later? You can say that you’d mind, you know. 🙂

December 3, 2003

Wow taht’s a really thought provoking idea.

December 4, 2003

Interesting… I don’t even think I *know* twenty people 😛

Creative. The only one I spot is Mogwit. Nice background! Footprints are fun. Reminds me of an ice cream flavor I occasionally eat in the Addirondacks. There’s this small franchise on the corner of the two main streets called Hoss’s Country Corner. The ice cream vendor is called Hoss’s Coner (get it? It’s across from Custard’s Last Stand – they’re quite punny up north) that sells >>>

December 4, 2003

ice cream and mini golf games. I usually get this stuff called Panda Paws. It’s vanilla ice cream with bigass chocolate chips scattered in it, and the occasional peanut buttery, butterscotchy chip. It’s quite good. *just felt like being random* 😛

December 4, 2003

*reads puaah’s note* *stomps* I can’t see meeeeee…… *sulks, but not really*

December 5, 2003

That is a really good idea.

*hug* interesting idea, hun. you gonna be home during january? i’m stuck at home pretty much all month…wanna see you (unless you don’t want to see me)

hmmm….some of them seem to be about the same people. i could have pinned several on kosinsaki. interesting idea.

wow. a lot of those statements really made me think about someone who i’m still close with despite a breakup…wow.