lameass updater thing
Wooooo….went riding today, the first time in about a month, and rode a rather wide and front-heavy 5 year old. If I can walk tomorrow, I’ll be shocked. *relishes in her muscle exhaustion and inability to sit comfortably*
Only two weeks left of term! Damn. I’m thoroughly impressed at how cooperative time has been lately 😉 I *do* like my classes this term, though, cause all three are easy…unfortunately, next term this will not be the case. Boo. They should be interesting, though, unlike fall term. So we’ll see. Eeyom.
Shrinker today stopped being *quite* so cute and cuddly and started being effective….*hides* Damn him. 😛 Talked about food…I attempted to avoid any and all specifics, and he definitely called me on it…rar. Silly man. 😛 I DO like him. A lot. Cool guy. *nods*
I miss Aaron. *waits for gasps of surprise* 😛 No, I mean, rar. Long distance like this really fucks with your mind. I don’t know what I would do if he weren’t coming here next year. I really don’t. I mean, technically, everything should be the same only harder–but its *not*, always. Sometimes things just don’t work. And that scares the living fuck out of me. I hope it’ll all be alright, and I DO have faith that it will. I just hate the dynamics of having not seen each other in two months. Yeah. I love him, and I want with all my heart for him to be the right guy for me and I the right girl for him for years to come. But I’m not in total control of that, and YARGH that’s scary.
There’s not much to say right about now. I dunno. Life’s maintaining a pretty consistent level of boringness. I’ll write more when something happens–i.e. when I start to get hip-hip-hooRAY-excited about going home 😉
Sounds like a very cheery, upbeat boredom you have there… lollerskates 😛
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By riding, I assume you mean on a horse? Lol, yes(!) I’m still keeping up with you. Sounds like things are going pretty good… I hope things work out for you and your boyfriend. I know what it feels like to want the rest of forever and to know that there’s no way to guarantee it, nothing you can do. Man, being helpless sucks. But as long as things are good now, you have nothing to worry a/b. 🙂
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Does Carlton have a good riding program? Oberlin does… dammit I love that school if only it werne’t in Cleveland. What am I talking about Justin is there… oh messed up mind. Front heavy can get pretty out of control especially when jumping.
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captain is cute, isn’t he? things with boy will be ok. trying to keep things feeling “right” is not so easy when you’re far away, but soon you’ll be home and yay. that rhymed…i scare myself… 😀 love,
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RYN: Well because Cleveland is shxt and really cold. LoL. not to mention Oberlin is not in cleveland it’s aways outside. Not to mention times two, I am only a sophomore now and not to seem pessimistic but who knows (and I highly doubt) that our relationship could last till then. We are crazy about each other and have a great bond but that just seems… unrealisitc yanno?
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