stream of thought, ish

Ugh. Just…ugh. Mrf.

*remembers to breathe*

THANK you guys all so much for your advice. I semi-took it, and will take it again if need be. *nods*

Fucking Passover seder. What right does it have to occupy my boyfriend for a whole night? He isn’t really even a PRACTICING Jew. Grargrumble. *whine*

I am *definitely* a fan of these BBQ-cheddar Goldfish, though. Although eating them is making me anxious. *grabs another handful* Hey, I never said I was smart!

HeadACHE. What the hell? I never get these, and I’ve had about five in the past three days. I think its from squinting at my size 1 needle knitting, but if so that SUCKS, cause it’s damned fun. Ah well.

Depression group made me happy tonight. Lol, funny how that works. But Whitney came, and she’s loud and takes initiative–i.e a MUCH needed presence in the group. I think we might get stuff done in terms of campus awareness this term, which would rock. People here need to fucking realize how many of their classmates are depressed. Yes, it’s a HUGE problem. It’s a goddamn epidemic. And you’re really NOT alone.

Watched a movie last night on my recommendation and everyone hated it, ‘cept me of course, it’s one of my favorite movies. Frailty. But everyone thought it was laughably bad….did I ever mention I hate it when people don’t like movies I rave about? I feel so wrong, and so stupid for recommending it. And I had to BE there when all THREE of them trashed it, and me for liking it. Had to retreat to my computer and read all the fantastic reviews of it online to stop myself from bursting into tears right there and then. I hate that. The movie we’re watching tonight is also on my recommendation. I’m scared shitless.

Anything else, Cap’n? Nah, I think we’re pretty good. My head hurts. *whinebitch* I’m sorry. Someday this diary will get interesting again, I promise. For now, you’re stuck with this. *shrugs*