birds?

Come together…
…right now…
…over me.

Camping….damn. Not only did I live, I had a rocking good time! I had never gone camping before, except for a chaperoned overnight in sixth grade…I don’t count that. Anyways, I think I like camping 🙂 Or maybe I just liked the company….quite possible. By all logic we should all hate each other, but somehow our dynamic works better than almost anything I’ve ever experienced before. Although Brandon and Kelly are often quite obvious….come on, guys. We all know you still want each other in a bad way, just admit it. Beth and I often found ourselves on the outside of that, which was mostly amusing but occasionally frustrating.

I’m actually somewhat worried about my friendship with Beth one-on-one, because I know she finds me insanely annoying, and now that she knows Kelly is so much more relatable for her I think it’s quite possible that I’ll lose her as a good friend. Brandon should be a longterm friend, because we’re just so similar and get along so well, and Kelly and I get along brilliantly when I’m not a basket case–we’re proof of opposites working well together. But Beth isn’t my opposite or my clone, and I know how much I drive her up a wall. I wouldn’t blame her in the slightest if she feels the need to gradually ditch me. I’ve been slowly getting myself used to that idea so that it’s not quite such a bitch when it happens, so I’m feeling a lot better about it now. *nods* I have no need for any of these three to stick around–I have quite carefully crafted my friendship with them around that, so I’m all set. Should be fine.

Miss boy. Anything new? No. ‘S cool. He’s in AP’s and I’m in midterms, so there has not been much communicating going on. And the last stable long-distance relationship in my group of friends has finally split up, so I’ve been feeling upset by that. We came here in the fall ALL taken, all of us, and the only ones left with long-distance boyfriends are Kelly, Johannah and I. Kelly–well, that’s not exactly something I want to model myself after, and Johannah and I have our boys coming here next year. So, this would seem to be proof of the time-tested hypothesis; long-distance relationships cannot last. Sad, that. I don’t think I’m a fan.

I think I’m done. My bio midterm was a bitch, and I have a psych midterm tomorrow. I don’t think I like school. 😛 Should be alright, though. I’m not nearly as freaked out for this as I was for bio. I KNEW how hosed I was for bio. *sighs* Whatever.

Out.