Tiredness

Was supposed to come online to apply for jobs. But suddenly I dont feel like doing it… just feel like having my own leisure time to basically nua  

Dont know why but I feel tired lately. Tired and sleepy to be exact, like not having enough sleep. Well, I sleep less on certain days and I sleep more on others so I guess overall I’m still alright… Just cant understand why the recent tiredness. Went to work yesterday and when my 2nd i/c saw me, she was like "wah, how come u looked as if u dont hv enough sleep?"

The interview on Wed went well. That’s how I felt lah. Managed to talk with the panel for abt 45 mins. But cant really gauge if I will get the job becoz according to them, there were many applicants for the position. So….

Will be receiving my performance bonus on the 12th. Yeah!  Not a huge amt coz it will be pro-rated as I only started working in Jun last year. Not intending to spend the money too; will be saving it up for marriage plans.

Haved tried to call J. It seemed so hard to get him. He said sometimes he’ll be in the hotel gym, sometimes in his colleagues’ room and the phone is not with him. There were times when I really felt like talking to him but cldnt reach him at all. And these made me feel down. Anyway he said there might be a chance of returning early and I certainly hope that will be realised. I certainly do miss him.

Yet there were times when I surprised myself becoz I dont seem to miss him that much. Well, perhaps due to my workload ba. Anyway deep inside, I know I’m missing him like crazy, hehe.

Sometimes I’ve almost forgotten that we’ve booked our flat. It just so conveniently slipped my mind.

Just saw the news on the election boundaries. Glad that there r no changes to my work area. If not, there’ll be lots to do. Well, there may still be things to do now but I guess probably not as much as if the boundary is changed.

Still hooked on Sudoku…  =)  

I think I’m fortunate to hv good volunteers working with me. I can joke and laugh with them, even suan them. Of course, there will always be those who complain too much, those who dont do work, those who backstab you but at the end of the day, it’s the good volunteers who made the day. I got a lift home from one of the chairman this evening and it’s totally out of the way.

Going off….

Sat, 0009 hrs.