The Thing Abt Soccer Matches

Went to our house today with J. The renovation is almost complete, with a little unfinish work here and there. Felt this feeling of happiness. It’s like "hey, we have a house which we can call it our home!"

Was a little mad with J early this morning. I was on my way to meet him when he called to say his fren asked if he wanna watch soccer together this evening. I knew that he wished to go for it, or else he wont tell me at all. But I hate it when things popped up at the last min. I am someone who dislike ppl not keeping their promises and I dun like last min arrangements. 

Somehow, I often get upset with him when he wants to watch soccer matches. When the matches r played very late in the night, I will nag at him if he tells me he wish to watch it. Becoz I dun want him to get insufficient sleep. When the matches r played earlier, this means he will want to go home early to watch them. 

I admit I am not as big-hearted as him. He can be really easy-going but not me. 

Bleah. 

Another reason why I was mad at him is becoz we hv already made plans for the day. We were going furniture shopping and then had to be at our house in the afternoon becoz the gas person is coming to switch on the gas supplier for us. I thought we can continue with our furniture shopping in the evening. But now we couldnt. Feeling a little wildful, I actually smsed him when I was on the train to suggest if it wld be better to meet on Sunday instead as it wont seemed so rushed. I think I didnt mean it lah, it was just like to spike him. But being the easy-going guy as always, he actually smsed back to say he wldnt mind the arrangment. *Faint* I guess that kinda further upset me. Then somehow, all of a sudden, I begin to reminisce the old times when we were still "paktor-ing". The times when I seemed to be so impt and when we simply had to spend time with each other. Haha.

We hv reminded his mum to go and consult for auspicious dates again. I hope she really goes tomorrow. This hv been dragging on for far too long.

Sunday, 0045 hrs.