bananafishbones

my keyboard was broken, my dad’s an asshole and i love rolf.
so yeah.

i was on holiday from 12th of july until 26th or something. bleh. people moving into our house, we moving into theirs. i hate that.
one of their stupidkids broke my keyboard. spacebar and some other keys didn’t work. it was perfectly fine before we left. stupidkid says it was like that when he came here. fuck you. it wasn’t. i could type.
so my parents had to pay for a new keyboard. almost $40. stupidkid.

he also masturbated here. i can smell it. plus, i saw creepy nude pics of even more creepy women in my “last documents”-map, or whatever it’s called. blah. i bet he came on my keyboard, and that’s the way it broke. grrrr.

my dad’s an asshole. he cheated on my mom again. he almost posted nude pics from me on the fucked up incestforum. what kind of a father even thinks about posting nude pics from his daughter on the internet, for all kinds of other fucked up people to jack off on???
i’ll tell my mom about the cheating. i’ve tried sending a text to her mobile phone [which is stupid since i live in the same house, but i’m too scared to just tell her], but her mobile phone’s off. grrr.
so now i sent a text to my aunt, explaining it all, and asking if she could call my mom and explain it to her.

gah. people tell me to hit him with sharp objects. maybe i should. pervert.

if my mom and dad divorce, there’s no home left for me. my mom’s too hypocrit and self-conscious, my dad’s a pervert.
everyone says i should move out, but it’s nearly impossible. i have two guinea pigs and a hamster that i will not leave behind. rolf will talk about it all with his parents. maybe i can go and live there.

i want to live with rolf. he’s wonderful. i miss him. he’s gonna be here in 16 days. sigh.

also, eve said that i still have a place in her heart, because i was her “first true love”. fuck her.