Oh yeah nice…

Christie… What a name… What can I say about her… More to the point… What did she say to me…

Last night she told me that she is attracted to me, But can’t be with me.. Ahhhh what a pain in the ass… What am i ment to say or do with someone that tells me that?

She says she would hook up with me, And thats it… But she also doesn’t want to hurt me… And she feels that she is hurting me…

Christie says, that she can’t be with me cos she has problems… From what i know those reasons are that, for one, theres another guy that has just came back into her life that she used to like, but he disapeared back then… And two because of a part of her history that relates to her dad…

Things just seem so messed up now.. What makes it even worse is, that now it seems that Christie is ignoring me or doesn’t want to talk to me… So what am I ment to do about that?

Its not like I am going to do anythink different to what it was like before she told me that she is attracted to me… I think she has just weirded herself out because she has told me how she feels and all…

But yeah so now I dont know what she wants me to do and I dont really understand how she feels or if she wants somethink but doesn’t for some reason that doesn’t seem to make much sence to me at the moment…

I’ve been told that i have npo chance with her, Some peoples think that i should just keep pushing it… It seems she is scared of commitment… And others have said that i should just drop it… And leave it and have nothink of it with her,….

But I dont think… I know I can’t just drop what I feel for Christie… I wonder how she goes about the way she feels… Being attracted to me but having nothink to do with me…

I wish she would talk to me, So I could have a few answers.. its killing me not having any answers..

Neways nuff for now… Blah -gone-