Last night

last night… i dont know were to start and i dont know how to explain… I dont know what to say… I’ts hard to know what was said… Why it was said…

To put it in the most basic ways, of saying what was said between Christie and I last night on the phone… Was about us.. Her feelings… my feelings… And our current situation….

I can say that things didn’t go down well…

And i can say things didn’t change…

And I can say nothink else was worked out…

Christie and I are still in the same situation we were in 2months ago…

CONFUSED!!!!

Alot of questions are still answered in “I dont know” From Christie…

Its plan and simple from my point of veiw… She doesn’t know what she wants…

Or she knows what she wants… But just doesn’t want to take it!! because of things that are in her head…

Well she knows how I feel… And apparently in her mind thats a good thing that she knows how I feel… And another good thing is she likes my attitude towards chicks!! And that I can express myself…

Does that mean I can express post myself well? lol

Neways… I am left here in the middle of somethink… That i wont be told whats going on in her life… And I’m not going anywere…