Mmmmmmm Mel Why?

I’ve thought bout not writing this.. I’ve thought that I shouldn’t even me thinking like this… I thought that I should be able to understand… And I’ve thought that maybe I have just misunderstood or somehtink…

But I knew there was only one thing for me to do.. And thats get it out of me.. No matter how wrong I might be.. I still got to get this out…

Well I’m going to melb with Shane this weekend… And he asked me if I wanted to go see Mel… Seems if I dont see Mel this weekend I wont get to see her for 3 weeks…

I left it up to him.. And he said yeah we can go see her… So it was all good…

Neways.. So yeah I told Mel how good I get to see you on saturday night if you want.. And she was like yay I’ll ask the parents…

Neways.. The parents are all good with it.. And even all good with Mel staying with Shane and I at Shanes sisters place in Melb on saturday night…

So it was set it was all good… The thing was we just had to drop her off sunday morning cos she had work around 10am

But then Mel told me she can’t.. She can’t come to Shanes sisters.. Cos its fathers day on sunday… And she had to be home for her step dad… But I dont get it… Sure the difference is that she will wake up at Shane’s sisters and her step dad wont be there… Or wake up at her place.. And her step dads there see him for a bit and then go to work in the morning neways…

Not to mention that I have heard Mel say she hates her step dad that many times…

I would understand if she was staying at her dads place but shes not…

So here I am with Mel wanted to see me so hard core.. But she chooses to stay at home for her step dad that she doesn’t get along with and normaly would do anythink to get away from him… I can’t work it out…

Maybe I am just being selfish… Or i dont understand somethink… But Mel u make no sence with this all…

If you read this before fathers day and think about changing ur mind, I dont want you to. Cos then I am going to feel that it is because of this u changed ur mind… u have already decied whats for the best and what u want to do without anythink i have said.

Also dont think that i like you any less… i still love you to bits, i’m just confused…

neways hope u have a fun weekend and all i guess i’ll see u some stage, it was just bad timing and bad luck this time i guess… U know what I mean Mel…

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