I’m lost!

Mmmmmmm now what am I to do/think…

Mel and I pretty much just had a yellong contest with each other…

Maybe I should be her step dad…

God we got no were.. I still dont understand why she does what she does.. And why she takes the shit she does…

I know that I want to be here for her, to help her out with things… But I just dont know how to help in this case…

Ok so things are compicated with her and her step dad…

And she wants to make things as easy as possible with her step dad while she has to live under his roof…

Fair enough its going to be fathers day and all… Its a good chance for her to try make things go easyer… But what am I ment to do…

I can’t help but think its going to be all for nothink… I can’t help but think shes just getting controled by him…

Maybe what she said was wored wrong but it so made me feel that every time her step dad wanted her.. She would drop anythink to do with anythink else for him!! Just to make things easyer for herself.. And then it comes around to the possiblity that its going to be all for nothink, because of how controling he is…

So once again I ask myself what am I ment to do in this situation.. Just let her go and try be as nice as possible to him.. And hope it works… Sure that might work it might not…

But the thing is I’m still going to be doing nothink in tring to help…

Should I just keep quiet and not say what i think about her step dad.. At least then I’m doing somethink.. But then I know inside I am going to feel shit just like I have in this case…

I’m lost and dont know what to do!!!