butterscotch lip balm

so im sitting here in my computer room with the door shut and the windows covered and lights off. . .rocking a pair of kickin’ sunglasses. . .this is the start of a great friday night. . .let me tell ya. . .ok actually i might have something usefull or at least fun going on tonight. most likely not though. im supposed to do something with kailee. ryan is a psycho but i cant not like him. . .it’s weird. i like freschetta pizza. it is good. it is better than ryan today. i heart my mommy lots and lots and lots. last night i got home at like midnight and she was up and i mentioned something about how i wanted something sweet to eat like brownies so she got up and started making me these best cookie bar things. . .and she stayed up until 1am with me making cookies and talking with me. it was great. im getting another tattoo i dont know when but i talked to my old high school art teacher and im gonna get a hold of him so he can give me another one. . .he did my first one. . .very good experience too. i think this one will be some sort of star and moon thing on my back. . .and i want it really big. ‘cuz all my other tattoos are kinda small so i want something a bit bigger this time. it’s going to be red and black too. . .go figure. oh and i am going to get one on my wrist but its just going to be tiny i think. it will probably be like ~*chel*~ or ~*starshine*~ one of my nicknames with like cute little designs or something around it. i think that would be great. im obsessed with tattoos if i could be getting tattooed right now, i would be. i would get a tattoo every day if i could. well i think im going to go eat dinner at my aunts house tonight. . .just waiting for my mommy to get home. . .oh wow im psychic she just walked in the door!!! random song quote(s) of the day: song: pictures of you artist: the cure quote(s): ‘i’ve been looking so long at these pictures of you. . .that i almost believe that they’re real. i’ve been living so long with my pictures of you that i almost believe that the pictures are all i can feel’ AND ‘there was nothing in the world that i ever wanted more. . .than to feel you deep in my heart. there was nothing in the world that i ever wanted more. . .than to feel the breaking apart all my pictures of you’