why the hell am i even here!?!?!?!

whoa buddy. i’ve been slacking again. im sure exciting stuff has happened. let me think. . .ok im getting nothing. but anyway i’ll just ramble like i usually do, come on. it’ll be fun. trust me. ok i’ve just been working all week. nothing exciting. i do have this whole weekend off though. woo hoo. i’m gonna get some i think. it’ll be fun. i havent gotten some ass in soo long. the closest i came was one month ago when i gave sean head. mmmmmm he was delicious. oh oh oh yeah i was flipping through channels yesterday and i happened to stop on mtv and eminems video for mocking bird or something was on and there is this part in the video where he’s sitting on the couch and he has glasses on and he looks exactly like sean. i never saw it before but they look alike sorta in a way. crazy huh!?!?! ok anyway. so uhhh chris called me last night and i havent talked to him for like almost 3 weeks. i’ve been completely avoiding doug ‘cuz he’s an idiot and i didnt want to call chris because i thought he was mad at me for being mean to doug. grrrrr who cares!?!?! anyway he called me last night and was like ‘oh thanks for calling’ and im like when. and he’s like ‘just anytime in the last 2 weeks. grab a movie and get your butt over here’ yeah thats definately not a way to get a girl, especially one thats already offended by you and your retarded friend. gosh!!!! so i didnt go over. so instead i watched the new ‘gilmore girls’ i love that show. if anybody watches it tell me how exciting is it that lorelei and luke got back together!!!! wooooo!! yeah then i watched the season premier of ‘the amazing race’ i love that show. the people this season all piss me off. they’re really stupid. i cant wait to laugh at them all season. muahahaha i have to work tonight. . .im not excited about that. these people that i work with are completely unreliable. like everytime i work before this one person she always calls like 3 minutes before she’s supposed to be there and tells me she’s going to be late!!!! gahhh, like everyday. so finally yesterday i told my boss ‘you’re going to have to just automatically start paying me for an extra half an hour every day since they’re always late’ and he’s like yeah i know there is beginning to be a little problem with that. i’m like little problem?!?!?! so apparently we might have a meeting to discuss our punctuality. i hate meetings ‘cuz im asst. manager at our store and i always have to run half the meeting with the asst. manager at the other store. its dumb. and im like 20 and she’s like 44 and i hardly know whats going on she’s been working there for like 10 years. i just know i hate having to stay late everyday. it’s bullshit. bullshit i say!!!! i’ve been waking up early everyday. its like impossible for me to sleep in anymore. i just want to sleep a few extra hours once in a while but no. my body says no wake up. that guy that i was talking about a while ago that wants to come hang out with me. will be in town this weekend. woo hoo. im a little excited. dont know what we could do. its a really boring town i live in. he did tell me that he wants to take me to dinner and that i could pick anywhere i wanted. he wants to go someplace local and NOT cheap. so yeah we’ll probably just do dinner and movie. who knows we’ll see whats going down when he is actually here. ok i’ve been on this whole thing where i’ve been working out recently. dont know why but i figure since im up all day doing nothing i might as well be productive. so yeah im gonna go do that i guess. rock!!!!
random song quote of the day:
song: what i got
artist: sublime
quote: ‘i got a dalmation, and i can still get high. i can play the guitar like a mother fucking riot. life is too short, so love the one you got ‘cuz you might get run over or you might get shot’

oh by the way look at these!!!