muahahahaha *EDIT*

very awesome weekend. . .will update later. i have a good story. i met a great boy. dont get your hopes up ‘cuz if we do that, well we just know what happens when we do that. but yeah i’ll write more later tonight. *muah*

*EDIT*
all right i’m back. so about my weekend. first off i hope everyones weekend was really really good. ‘cuz mine was. hehe 🙂 so ummm yeah friday night i went to dinner with my parents and my aunt and uncle. it was really fun. we went out for chinese. i love chinese food. mmmmhmmmm then saturday my ‘date’ thing was going down. this guy is 27, and has a really really good job. smart, graduated college and everything (which sadly yes is something very hard to find around here), he’s very stable. so he’s not a drunk or into drugs, or married. which for me has been really hard to find lately. so we met up and watched some tv and i showed him around a bit. we went to the mall and did some ‘window shopping’ and then we played miniature golf (he kicked my ass, haha) but we had lots of fun!! then we went to dinner. we went to this really good italian restaurant. and we had soo much fun. good conversation the whole time. so im really into this whole thing and then we went to a movie. we watched ‘Hitch’ it was freakin hilarious. i loved it. afterwards i was feeling it all so we decided to go out to ice cream. so he took me for ice cream. and he was staying at a motel ya know since he’s not from here. and he wanted to know if i wanted to ‘party’ so we got some stuff and he made shots and everything. it was so fun and he was easy to be around. we ended up talking about sex toys and porn. and i told him that i didnt have any sex toys so he thought that was wrong and went to the porn store and bought me a vibrator!!! it was sooo funny 🙂 but i was excited!!! woo hooo 🙂 so now i gots me a toy. and i love it. its fun!!!!!! so yeah then this morning when we got all ready he wanted to take me out again and we couldnt really think of anything else to do so we went out to eat again and to see another movie. he was so sweet about it all. its like he loved taking me out and made me feel all special and sexy. most guys dont really care what they make the girl feel like. so we went to this brewery place that has all these different kinds of specialty beers and gourmet hamburgers. it was delicious. then we went and saw ‘the pacifier’ with vin diesel. i loved that one too. it was very funny. oh yeah he took me to the pet store so we could look at little puppies and stuff. you wouldnt really think the pet store would be a great date location. but we had so much fun and found a lot of stuff to talk about. you know like pets and everything else. so that was really cool too. after that he had to leave ‘cuz his mom wanted him to be at her house for the night before he had to be in another town for work. so he’ll be in a town about 2 and a half hours away from here all week. and i’m thinking about making a trip down there this wednesday before he has to go back home. which is like 6 hours from here. so that all kind of sucks but its fun that he gets a chance to be here every once in a while. and im not expecting anything because i just will end up getting my hopes up for nothing, but i mean i had a good time. i havent been taken out and showed a good time in sooo long. it was nice. so i got home tonight and i was in the best mood ever. i felt really refreshed and excited and happy just because i had such a good time and im not really that used to it anymore. so yeah it was fantastic. i had a great time. but i did get a bit of bad news this afternoon. he took me to my work to pick up my paycheck and i found out that the new girl that we just hired and finished training put in her two weeks notice yesterday. it really sort of pisses me off because the reason she got mad is because we didnt have a set schedule or something like that. too bad for her. everybody else likes it that way and im not going to inconvenience my life to make her happy. so now my paychecks are going to rock for a few weeks. im excited about that!!! i like when i make lots of money!!!! see how im finding the good in all these situations?!?!?! because im sooo happy tonight!!! i got home and i was watching ‘viva la bam’ with my niece and nephew (they’re the coolest little kids ever ‘cuz they’re 4 and 5 and they watch stuff like that and like skateboarding and my nephew knows words to almost every bob marley song. oh yes they are just like me, anyway. . .) and my nephew really likes bam for some reason. and the episode that was on was one with tony hawk and mardi gras. and my niece kept saying ‘tony hawk is cool’ ‘where is tony hawk’ haha she loves tony hawk. i’ve taught her well. she even said he was cute. awwwwww 🙂 so we were looking through some extreme sports magazines and stuff i have and i showed her pictures of travis pastrana and she’s like he’s cute too!!! haha then my nephew kept saying stuff like ‘thats gonna be me’ and all that. he wants to be pro!!! they rock!!! oh and they’re wearing the new clothes i bought them the other day. my niece and nephew are so kick ass!!! i found some misfits shirts and some bob marley shirts that i want to get them. how cute is all that?!?!? i hope when i have kids that they’ll be awesome like that. i want my kids to know the words to bob marley and jam out to 311 and kick ass at skateboarding. my niece is really good at it, my nephew isnt so good. but hey he can race moto-x or something, right?!?!?! haha then when i got on my computer a little bit ago i noticed that everything was working again, ‘cuz for a while some programs wouldnt run and i couldnt use the newest version of msn messenger so i’ve been using the old one. so i was completely stoked that everything was working. my mom somehow managed to get everything back the way it was!!! im just soo damn excited today 🙂 ok i’ve spent to much time rambling. . .i have to go be happy doing something else now!!!! i love you all!!!!! *muah muah muah* hehe

p.s. im obsessed with this guy who is on overhaulin’ sometimes. . .his name is bryan fuller. . .look at him. . .mmmmm he’s beautiful (not the best picture ever, but the best picture i could find)

random song quote of the day:
song: sucker
artist: new found glory
quote:
Music low
We’re all alone
Being wrong never felt so right
Tell me about your first kiss
Tell me or have you already forgotten it
Tell me about your first kiss
What do I have to do to get though all of this?
I’m writing it down
I bet you thought this song was about you

this is me tonight:

and this is my good night kiss for you all: