phsychotic dream??? yes, i think so. . .

ok so i had this really really weird dream last night and its just too weird for me not to post ‘cuz i might wanna look back on it again because its just really weird. anyway. . .

i was in this building, a huge one, i think it was like a school. but me and a ton of other people were there. and i didnt know hardly any of them but a few of my cousins were there. so finally i realize that we are all supposed to be there because we were waiting for this wrestling tournament to start and me and my cousins were waiting on sunshine to get there with her kid because thats who we all came to watch. and i knew that sean would be with sunshine because he usually comes to the tournaments i guess. so the gym part of the school turned into like a movie theatre place. well sort of. there was this big wall of glass that we all got to watch the wrestling through and behind the glass there were rows and rows of green couches set up. so finally sunshine gets there with her son, and sean and kelly. so this big couch area turns into part of my house and my kitchen is there in the back and we’re watching the wrestling through the glass. so somehow i end up on the couch with some guy who in my dream was supposed to be like axle rose or something. and he didnt look like axle rose or anything like that but im sure thats who it was supposed to be. but anyway we were eating pizza and being all cute and flirty. and sean was sitting with my uncle on the couch right behind me and ‘axle’ and he kept staring at me and acted all jealous. i dont really know what mine and seans relationship was in the dream so it was kind of confusing. so at one point axle asks me something about why he’s there and he knows about my past with other hot famous guys. (‘cuz apparently this happens to me a lot, i always get to eat pizza with hot famous guys on couches in weird situations. . .meh. . .weird) so i tell him ‘well its my fantasy so i can do whatever i want’ so we continue cuddling and watching the tournament and we were making out too. all in front of sean who is just leaned over the couch staring at us being all mad at me and every time we make eye contact he gets this disgusted look on his face and turns away. so the tournament is over and everybody is sitting around talking and ‘axle’ gets up to make like eggs and hashbrowns, for some reason. so hes gone for a bit and i turn around and look at sean and he is sooo mad at me then he kept trying to walk away and i said ‘sean just come talk to me’ and he shook his head and rolled his eyes then turned around. so then axle comes back and starts trying to feed me the food he just made. and i got mad and walked out. so the next thing i remember is me waking up in my car, so now i realize that all that was just a dream (while im still dreaming, so i had a dream inside my dream, anyway) and i remember that it was daylight savings time in my dream and i also remember that im wearing the actual clothes i had on last night. so after i wake up from that dream i get out of the car and i start walking though this big parking lot that we have outside my house for some reason. and by my house there is this big clock tower that plays really good music. so im walking by and i think to myself ‘im glad that i didnt go inside last night because the dream i just had would’ve been exactly what would’ve happened. and i didnt want to deal with all those people that i know.’ and i get to the porch and its like 4 in the morning and i contemplate getting a blanket and sitting on the porch listening to the big clock radio ‘cuz it was soothing me. so i walk into the house to get a blanket so i could go back outside and the house is all dark and empty then i hear my moms voice coming from the kitchen. so i go in there and there is this little paper with a boys face on it and a coffee cup and a little porcelein hand, like from a porcelein doll, and the hand is tapping on the cup. so im talking to the little face and i go ‘mom, who’s hand is that?’ and all of a sudden the hand comes flying off the cup and attacks me. and im screaming my head of like somethings trying to kill me, which the little hand sort of was and im running down the hall and i see the lights in the computer room are on. so as the hand is attacking me i go in the computer room and my mom is sitting there with a little control thats controling the hand and shes making it attack me and she’s just laughing all maniacly. then the dream was over and i really woke up and it was like the scariest weirdest mostest fucked up dream i’ve ever had and its really really bothering me today!!!!