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haha. . .dude im so in love with sean. . .haha not really. . .but kinda. blahhhh i dont know what i am with sean. ‘happy’ is a good way to describe it. well yesterday my car was in the shop cuz they were trying to find out whats wrong with it and i didnt have a ride home from work yet, so sean came and picked me up and took me home. how sweet was that?!?!?!?! so yeah we came back to my house and watched some tv and just layed and cuddled in bed for the longest time. then we uhhhhh *cough* uhhh ‘did it’ finally!!!! haha it was amazing he’s great. it was fun. it was different i think ‘cuz i waited a long time with him and that made things a lot better. but oh god he is SO sweet. i love talking to him. he’s silly and smart and ridiculously adorable. gahhhhhh i get all giddy when i think about everything. haha yeah so anyway he is telling me all this stuff about how he thinks im soo cute and he loves spending time with me and how he wanted to just stay the night with me so he could hold each other all night. he also kept telling me that im like the coolest girl that he’s met since he’s moved here. which makes me really happy!!! yay!!!! he said that when we first met he was afraid to hang out with me a lot because he thought that i was really cool and that i wouldnt know how to react to him or his personality might push me away. but he knows now that i way dig his personality and his crazyness. ‘cuz he is kinda crazy. but in that really adorable cute crazy way. he also does this cute thing where when he’s trying to say something important or ask me something he feels a little uncomfortable about he will just sit there and ramble on and on. so he was rambling last night and he starts rambling on and on about how he is really bad at expressing his feelings and he wants to tell me stuff but he never knows how. so im just listening to him as he is rambling and holding me and finally he just stops and goes ‘ok so i guess im just trying to say. . .do you wanna start seeing a lot more of each other’ and of course i was like ‘well yeah’ so i was the happiest girl ever. woo hoo!!! hehe he also asked if it would be cool if sometime next week he could come and stay all night with me. so we planned on sometime next week for that when he gets his day off. so i get to spend a whole night with him. and he said he wanted to stay the night so he could fall asleep with me and wake up with me and make breakfast together. hehe if i told anybody that actually knew him about all this cute mushy stuff he’d probably be all shocked and freak out that people know that he’s not just some bad ass. haha i think this is turning into something really cool. im super excited. yay!!!! god i know im such a girl and im freaking out and being all insane and everything but gahhhh i just cant help it. im happy now.

random song of the day:
song: this everyday love
artist: rascal flatts
Can’t get enough of this everyday love
Can’t get enough of this everyday love

Each morning the sun shines through my window
Lands on the face of a dream come true
I shuffle to the kitchen for my coffee
And catch up on the front page morning news
Then she walks up behind me and throws her arms around my neck
Just another normal thing I’ve come to expect

It’s ordinary plain and simple
Typical, this everyday love
Same ol’, same ol’ keeping it new
(Same ol’/This everyday love)
Emotional, so familiar
Nothing about it too peculiar
Oh, but I can’t get enough
Of this everyday love

Every afternoon I make a phone call
Listen to the voice that warms my heart
I drag myself through a few more hours
Then head on home to try and beat the dark
Her smile will be right there when I step through that door
And it will be that way tomorrow, just like everyday before 

It’s ordinary plain and simple
Typical, this everyday love
Same ol’, same ol’ keeping it new
(Same ol’/This everyday love)
Emotional, so familiar
Nothing about it too peculiar
Oh, but I can’t get enough
Of this everyday love 

Wouldn’t change one single thing about it
No, it’s run-of-the-mill, still I can’t live without it

It’s ordinary plain and simple
Typical, this everyday love
Same ol’, same ol’ keeping it new
(Same ol’/This everyday love)
Emotional, so familiar
Nothing about it too peculiar
Oh, but I can’t get enough
Of this everyday love

Yeah, of this everyday love
Can’t get enough of this everyday love
Can’t get enough of this everyday love
Can’t get enough of this everyday love
Can’t get enough