arrrgggg. . .me booty

growl. . .im sleepy, my sleep schedule is all weirded out. i got up way early on friday morning to take my car into the shop, so hardly no sleep thursday night. i was up until 3:30am with sean friday night and had to be up at 7:30 saturday morning for baileys wrestling tournament. so no sleep friday night either. and saturday night i came home from work and crashed for a few hours. then sean was over again at like 2am. and i was back in bed by 3am but this morning i had to be up for work. and after work today i came home and ate then sean came over and we napped for like 2 and a half hours and he just left and im still so tired. but i know if i sleep right now i’ll be up at like 3am and wont be able to go back to sleep. so i have to stay up for a little while longer. i need my normal sleep schedule back!!!! not that being with sean for most of those nights is bad or anything. it has been spectacular actually. but im really really tired. i cant wait until he gets to come and stay the night with me sometime this week. i really hope that works out. its always nice just to lay around with him and tonight when we were sleeping he just held onto me so tight the whole time. and made me feel all warm and comfy. usually i cant stand being held all night its nice to fall asleep cuddling but its weird having him hold me the whole time. maybe im just not used to it yet. but he seems to want to have his arms around me all the time. SO nice!! ahhhhhh he’s so, so, just so something but i cant find a word to describe what he is. hehe boy im just rambling right now to stay awake. hmmmmm i love it when he smiles at me. or laughs with me. oh you know whats really cool. is that we havent had sex again since friday night. i think its so nice. i mean its really saying something when you can be around a person a lot like we have been this weekend and just be cool with hanging out and laying around, taking naps, watching tv, and eating cookies. tonight right before we fell asleep we were both sooo tired and delirious and he starts talking and i could tell he was all half asleep already and he was hugging me and saying things like ‘i like you a lot’, ‘you’re so warm’, ‘i love laying next to you’ hehe then when we woke up from our nap we were just laying there and he hugs me and smiles and i was like ‘what’ and he’s like im just happy. awwwwwww and he always text messages me with sweet little things. like sometimes just randomly he’ll text me something like ‘xoxo’ or if its in the morning he’ll text me ‘good morning’ or at night he’ll text ‘good night’ and he always texts to let me know he made it home ok ‘cuz he has about a 20 minute drive to where he lives. hmmmmmm im such a girly girl lately. oh well i havent got a chance to be like this in a while so im taking full advantage of it now. i really dont think i can stay up for much longer. my bed is calling my name. im sure its still warm from where me and sean were laying a bit ago. ok im off to sleep in my sean smelly good bed and wrap around my pillows and pretend its still him. hehe im a nerd.