thing in a jar

its monday. suck. mondays suck. ‘cuz derek leaves me on mondays and i have to wait a whole 3 days until i get to see him again. hehe only 3 days and i act like its a lifetime. he gets to come home on thursday again and he also has next monday off. so i get him for 5 whole days!!!!!!!!! i cant wait!!!!!!!!!! we had a pretty good weekend. pretty much uneventful. saturday we had his daughter and we took her to the park and out to eat. we went with his roomate and his girlfriend and their 2 kids. we had fun. oh yeah this is kinda funny/cute. . .derek really loves to eat at taco time so thats where we had dinner at on friday and we usually eat there at least once a weekend because he loves it so much. so we had mykel on saturday and derek goes hey where do you want to eat lunch and she goes ‘taco time’ and i was like ‘yep she’s your kid’ it was so cute!!! i dont know why but it was ok. yep so that was our saturday. and we went to bed very very early saturday. but it was a fun day. and sunday we didnt do anything either. all in all it was a very boring uneventful weekend. but it was still perfect ‘cuz it was with derek. im excited he gets to come home a day early this week. i love him sooo much and hate sleeping without him and not waking up to him and not being able to just come home and kiss him and talk to him. grrrrrrrr hehe im a dork but thats ok. im still looking for a job. my parents both have today off because they took vacation because this weekend was their anniversary. so im going to make them go with me to find a job today. i really really need one. well actually not really really but it would be helpful. especially since we are still looking for a place to live. we gave up on it and decided that living with josh was still cool but now i think its about time we moved out. it would be nice to just live alone. eeeehhhhh we’ll work on it. but that wont even start happening unless i get a job. so yeah maybe it is really really important. but at least i got all my bills paid for september already too. oh actually i have my cell phone bill at the end of september but im pretty sure i’ll have a job by then anyway. ok i should go get in the shower and be productive. have a good monday everybody!!!!!!

Echo and the Bunnymen – The Killing Moon

Under blue moon I saw you
So soon you’ll take me
Up in your arms
Too late to beg you or cancel it
Though I know it must be the killing time
Unwillingly mine