i’d die right next to you in the end

growl. . .derek left me again until friday. i think im getting used to this whole him being gone during the week thing. i still miss him but it gets easier. yeah anyway im excited ‘cuz i get paid today. yeah i worked last week, a temporary job. so i get like $200 for like 3 days of work. not bad. especially since the ‘work’ was answering about 15 phone calls per day and reading. nice right?!?!? so after i get my check i get to go get the oil changed in my car and then hopefully get my tattoo!!!!! actually the guy doing it isnt sure if he has the right needles for the one i want so we might just order some tonight and do the tattoo a bit later this week. either way im still so excited. the guy doing it is soooo cool. i went over to talk to him yesterday about the tattoo and he had his daughter and she is so adorable so i ended up just hanging out at his house playing with his little girl. little girls are so cute. im glad my boyfriend has one too. ummm anyway back to my point, kinda, its nice to know someone who does tattoos because i trust him and it makes the whole experience more fun. but im WAY excited. god i love tattoos. this guy is going to be doing one right after another on me. im obsessed i tell ya. and i want derek to get another one soon too. he’s got 2 already but he needs more. . .’cuz they’re hot!!!! oh yeah i might get to start a really decent job either this week or next. im not sure if i got the job for sure yet. but i think i have a good chance. i have to wait for my background check to come through. and then hopefully i can start!!! its working for this place that my boyfriend does contract work with. so that would be way cool. anyway i dont have anything else to say im gonna go finish making this cd and then get ready and be productive.