is it friday yet?!?!?!?!

yeah so remember how yesterday i wrote that derek leaving was getting easier. ok its not. i fucking miss him like crazy. i need him soooo bad. he’s my everything. i knew i loved him and was in love with him. but just lately everything has hit me. he’s it. sooooo IT just everything. im such a dork. how can i be so in love with someone. its weird because i had thought i’d never find someone who would treat me like this and vow to just take care of me unconditionally. i used to tell myself when its meant to happen it will and i’ll find the right guy. but i barely believed it. but this is more than everything i imagined. i ever could have imagined. im supposed to be looking for an apartment for us this week. we’re gonna move out either this weekend or next hopefully. it will be so nice to just have our own place. he’s excited too. he keeps telling me how he’ll love to just have our own place and how he’s excited to see how im gonna decorate it and just start our life together. i dont know what brought this all on. i guess i just realized that this is it. everything i’ve hoped for and im gonna start enjoying it. haha anyway here are a few pictures since im just rambling and havent got a lot to talk about except derek and how in love we are!!!!! tattoo pictures first. then wedding idea pictures!!!!

tattoo on middle of my back tattoo down my right thigh tattoo on left shoulder blade bridesmaid dresses??? maybe???

wedding dress??? maybe???

the type of wedding band derek is getting

  cute pic of a wedding set i like

another cute pic of a wedding set i like