Dodging glances on the train. (memories)

Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about things that have happened in the past, so today I am going to use a portion of my diary entry to write down some of the memories that have been coming into my mind recently.

So, the first one will be what is relevant to my title:
When I worked downtown, I used to take the train to work, it was about a half an hour commute.
So, I would bring my iPod and listen to it on shuffle.
Now, I love Matchbox 20.. and everytime ‘Unwell’ came on, I made myself say outloud
"Talking to myself in public, dodging glances on the train."
I don’t know WHY I started doing that, probably because I am inredibly nerdy.
..and since I worked pretty much the same time everyday, everyweek.. The same people would be on the train.
Pretty soon they started noticing me doing this, and would chime in as well.

Jenna waxing her buttcheeks together.
Does this really need more elaboration?

Another train story. That time where we got that cardboard cut out vampire dude for my cousin for her birthday,
except we had to bring him everywhere with us and take pictures of him in weird places.
Like, he sat in the passenger seat of the car when we were driving around.. and the other cars looked at us so weird.
We also brought him on the train with us, which got a lot of weird looks.

Cookies. When my grandmother made us cookies for (Alix) A:OP’s sleep over..
and I threw them all over because some stupid teeny horror movie scared the pants off of me.
Also on that night, Travis and I played Barbies with her little sister.. never in my life have I (or will I ever)
see a preteen male have the balls to play with Barbies in front of a non-relative female.

Playing Mario Kart in Ms. Murray’s literature class.
Our rule was if you got bananas as an item, you had to yell ‘Bananas!’.
So, you can see how well that went over with the teacher.
"Oh, and as Hukleber..’ "BANANAS!" ‘berryfin.. sailed down the river..’ "Bananas."
You get the picture, oh how that woman hated us.

Another Alix story. (we probably have too many memories between the two of us)
The night we went and shot bottlerockets at Dave.
I am sure that this night is rememberable for all four of us, to be honest.
How we were all slumpped down in Mari’s car,
how Ben almost killed us when he thought the moon roof was still open,
how that douche bag at 7-11 wouldn’t sell us a lighter because we were under 19, so we made Ben go in,
Mari’s U-turn in the middle of the street. (how they didn’t catch us is beyond me)
Haha, and the underwear we left him, ohjesus.
and Austin? ha!
What was Wendy’s REAL name, I forgot.. but also hilarious.

Juggalette stalker. I miss you.
She used to hold my hand in class while I slept durring art.
I have a few fond memories of art, actually..
Dallin and my’s Juke Box Hero dance, ha.. that was so cute.
Anyway, back to the stalker, she followed me home once.
My friends got a kick out of her, she’d practically orgasm if I waved at her.

Today:
Today has been okay, my roommate yelled at me because I turned the TV off. Like it’s really that difficult to turn it back on.
I am just thinking of the planet, man.
Last night was fun.. playing the whole ‘truth or truth’ thing. Sounds gay, but I really enjoyed it.
Especially the part when we all had to say why we like the person and one thing we disliked.
I felt really liked after what some of them said about me. It was a major friendship boost, I never knew people liked me as much as they do. So now from on I am just going to ask.
I ate yesterday, it was awful. About five minutes after I got through, I threw it all up.
Which, kind of ruins the point of eating, right?
I never will get that.. why you cannot eat too much if you’re malnourished.. it’s just illogical.
..and I am sure there is a logical explanation for it, I am just too indifferent to bother to look for it.

Sign here:
Suraque

(Unwell- Matchbox 20)