A queen is just a pawn with a bunch of fancy moves

Average.
Average.
Average.
Average.

No matter what you do to it, average is still an ugly word.
I am nothing special, I am average.
I do not excell at anything, I am average.
My looks are not beautiful, they are average.
My words do not hold any more meaning than yours.
I do not hear things in a more brilliant tone.
My eyes do not see any more clear than yours.
It’s just average.
I am average.
It’s dreadful, but true.
I’ve always liked to think I was smarter than most people, but today that was proven untrue.
I am just like them. Average. So, now I am in a bit of an identity crisis.
I know that "everyone is unique", I just choose not to believe that.
I think there are unique people, but a lot of people are generic with overused personalities.
I used to think I fell into the first, but now I know it’s the latter.
I feel disgusting, I don’t really know what to think.
I want to be special, I’ve judged everyone all this time on them being dull and average..
now I’m just a hypocrite.
Alright, I’m not dull. That’s for sure.. but I am not more than average.
So, blah.
This really sucks.
I even had the audacity to ask her "Are my scores lower due to my learning disablity?"
and she was like "Oh lord no! That actually makes you smarter.".. so
I can’t really use that as an excuse now, can I?
I shouldn’t have asked her, even though I wanted to know.
I would’ve rather not known.

-Aque  xx
(Queen and I- Gym Class Heroes http://www.youtube.com/watch)