7/12/08

its been good lately. there’s been plenty of wine and skinny dipping and old vintage cameras and beach trips and long drives and plans

there’s been butterflies and little mermaid lunch boxes and there’s a garden in full bloom in the back yard.

there’s been a little more hope lately. there’s been small miracles. i have always been too aware of things, feeling things way too deeply. when its sad its awful but times like these i can appreciate even the smallest of things. it doens’t take much

my relationship has been evolving and ebbing and flowing for more than three and a half years. i think about our wedding everyday. i see it in my head and i am so excited. i can already feel the heat of Jamaica on my skin. i can’t wait.

stephen is the most natural presence in my life. he is the fantasy come true.