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listening to whatever you like and it is currently my ultimate fantasy as shallow as that is.

its been shitty but that’s nothing new. it just keeps getting worse. we’ve been living off one paycheck (mine) for a month and its just not working and i’ am angry and stressed and depressed.

i always think  its on the upswing and its gonna get better but it just keeps getting worse.

its stressing everything in me and i am just shaking to the core. i don’t know how this is going to end and that scares me.

everything feels pretty fucking hopeless lately